I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!!!!

One thing I can't stand is for someone I care about to be upset or done wrong. It's one thing if I'm the one that upset them - then, well....that's different. I can apologize and we can move on. But if someone else does it - I want to physically hurt them in order for them for feel the same pain my loved one has felt. I remember one time when I was little, my grandmom won the lottery; it was a small amount, but she went to collect it from the store where she bought the ticket. She said the lady (or man, whoever) gave her a hard time and wouldn't give her the money. I wanted to go down there and kick that cashier's teeth down their throat! Now my grandmom is a grown woman and can take up for herself just fine, but I still remember the rage I felt. It hasn't stopped yet.

So when I heard about a certain individual doing my loved one dirty - AGAIN - I was heated. I want to tear him apart limb by limb, but I know this isn't feasible. I just don't understand people sometimes. I said that before didn't I? Well, it's because I really don't! Now what I do understand is that sometimes, your feelings will get hurt. It happens to everybody. What doesn't need to happen is for your feelings to be played with, tossed around, then thrown in the street like trash. Nobody deserves that - well he does now that he's done this again. I believe in karma and he will definitely get his. Maybe he is getting it right now and this situation that he chose to put himself in is what he deserves. This situation really has nothing to do with me, so I can only vent my anger here and K.I.M. I just hate when selfishness and stupidity come in one spineless, fat, stupid package and get dropped of at your doorstep and you're left dealing with the repercussions. Ugh.